Awful Thoughts

(album: Don't Leave Me This Way - 2019)

I've been fading from the inside out
It's like I always knew that I would let you down
Lungs don't fail me now
'Cause I'll keep holding my breath 'til my lights go out
I've been living in the dark 'til now
It's like I always knew that I would fail somehow
Please don't let me drown
Tell me something I don't know like I'm worth this now

Trapped in the isolation
Trapped in these awful thoughts
So lost it's like I'm dreaming
So cold is my own heart
Leave me to fight these demons
Leave me to dig this hole
So lost it's like I'm dreaming
So cold is my own heart

Another night of tired eyes
Filling space in this empty life (Empty life)
Am I reason you're helpless?
Am I reason you hate us?
I'll never know what made you leave us behind
I'll never know what made you leave us behind

Stay with me I'm drowning
Stay with me I'm slipping away
Stay with me I'm drowning
Stay with me
Stay with me I'm drowning
Stay with me I'm slipping away
Stay with me I'm drowning
Stay with me

All I have left is the fading memory
Tossing and turning all night
Think, think, think, when did I go wrong?
Am I reason you're helpless?
Am I reason you hate us?
You can't see this feeling is endless

Trapped in the isolation
Trapped in these awful thoughts
So lost it's like I'm dreaming
So cold is my own heart
Leave me to fight these demons
Leave me to dig this hole
So lost it's like I'm dreaming
So cold is my own heart

Stay with me I'm drowning
Stay with me I'm slipping away
Stay with me I'm drowning
Stay with me
Stay with me I'm drowning
Stay with me I'm slipping away
Stay with me I'm drowning
Stay with me