Blood On My Hands

(album: To Breathe Again - 2009)

We went through hell together and came back
With our feet blistered and calloused
I have forgiven you
You tried so hard
You tried too hard to make my life a fairy tale until we stopped pretending
What will it take to put this to an end?
There is still a hope that someday
We will look back on all the mistakes that we made
Even through all of our suffering, I still find solace in knowing
I gave you my best when I had nothing left
We said goodbye to open fields and blue skies
We walked straight into an endless storm with tears already in our eyes
We trudged through swamps fill with snakes masked in men's flesh
And they are thirsty for regret
Without a true man's heart, without a true man's love
You are not to blame
I am not to blame
Who's to blame?
I could not stop you even if I tried
I could not save you
Just remember I'd still die for you
Tooth for a tooth, I'd still die for you
Bridges fallen, bridges built
No bridge at all
Those first ten years, they are all washed away
They are all washed away
And who's to blame?