Down Fast

(album: Even When I'm Happy I Listen To Sad Music - 2022)

I've been going down fast
People try to change me
All I'm seeing is fake love
You don't know, you ain't me
I've been going down fast
I've been going down fast
I'm just tryna hold on
What did I do lately?
Feeling like I'm so gone
No one here to save me
I've been going down fast, yeah
I've been going down fast

I've been going down fast
Music always instrumental
That's just how I bounce back
Way before I wrote my biggest hit, before I found rap
Still a lot of days that I ain't happy but I'm proud that
Never had to be nobody else to make my sound slap
Yeah, that's determination
But that all coming with the cost, though I'm concerned with facing
'Cause my success in these achievements only earned through patience
All while battling these demons trapped inside the basement, yeah

I've been going down fast
People try to change me
All I'm seeing is fake love
You don't know, you ain't me
I've been going down fast (Going down fast)
I've been going down fast
I'm just tryna hold on
What did I do lately?
Feeling like I'm so gone
No one here to save me
I've been going down fast, yeah (Going down fast)
I've been going down fast

Start to feel like I might drown
I got plenty feels
Twenty-one questions I'm tryna ask the man inside the mirror
Spent so much time in the past, now I think the future's here
Lots of people give advice but still the message never clear
Sorry, I just had to rant
Manager won't understand
Feel like no one listens so I'd rather just confide in fans
Had to drop the label so at least I have a fighting chance
'Cause if I don't succeed, I'd rather fail by way of my two hands
Always clear about my stance
This pressure turned to struggle
Lately going through it but if I open up, this pain will double
Somedays I just hate the way I'm sad but I can't keep it subtle
Pour myself a drink of "fuck it," maybe I'm gon' need a couple

I've been going down fast
People try to change me
All I'm seeing is fake love
You don't know, you ain't me
I've been going down fast (Going down fast)
I've been going down fast
I'm just tryna hold on
What did I do lately?
Feeling like I'm so gone
No one here to save me
I've been going down fast, yeah (Going down fast)
I've been going down fast