Tied, Torn And Twisted

(album: 4 Reasons To Die - 2004)

Blood once filled my dried out veins
Now I am put to sleep and drained
Forced into the arms of soulless ghouls
The army of sleeping ghosts
Dead men walk under the cloak of night
And I walk among them away from light
Away from the feelings I once felt
Feelings that held me

In a lock I couldn't break
To keep you safe away from me
A lock of silence forced me down
On my knees and to watch you leave
Please come back I'm left behind
You're my air, my heart, my source
You're my dreams that keeps me awake
You're forgotten life a hidden force

My source

I hunger like a predator
But I am nothing but the grey
Emotionless denied
Emotions left behind
I hide in pointless agony
I've fought to get out
Sadly I'll survive
I'm sorry I'm alive
I cry the loss of a fight but I've never fought
I cry the loss of my mind
You were always in my thoughts

A sad excuse for crying in vain
No reason for denying I'm hiding again
Dry fucked, day dreams, drowned in sand
Died by my own hand
It's pulling me under, I'm wasting my life
Left cold alone, bleeding and left out to the night
A frozen statue, a fading memory
Soon to be forgotten

I'll break the lock that held me down
That kept you safe away from me
No more silence to keep me down
Down on my knees to watch you leave
I'll run fast I'll return in time
You're my air, my heart, my source
You're my dreams that keeps me awake
You're forgotten life a hidden force

I've tried to see beyond it
But I've never succeeded to see
More than what you've showed me
It's beyond what you might believe
I've tried to be wise about it
But I've never managed to get through
I guess I'll stay human
So I can stay with you

Song of sadness, song of rage
Sing forever, sing for me
Song of hidden golden age
Teach me how to set you free