Black Sheep

(album: NIHIL - 2016)

Shhhhhhh

You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine
Even though the pain is killing me inside
You can ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright
You want the truth, then you can look me in the eyes
You can ask me how I've been, I'll say okay
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me how's it's been, I'll say it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place
And I know I really mean that in the worst way
I'd share my side but I don't think you'd ever see it
I turn my back on everybody, even me
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what it'd mean

Black nails, black sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me
Black nails, black sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me

Should I stay or should I go? I've been walking down this road
As of lately I've been homesick but I'm still so sick of home
I'm feeling just like a ghost, I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, just a soul, my back's been on these ropes
My heart's been getting cold, my skin's been getting numb
My mind's been getting dull, I see what I've become
I see what I've become, I see what I've become
I see what I've become, I see what I've become

Black nails, black sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me
Black nails, black sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me
Black nails, black sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me
Black nails, black sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for me
This world was never meant for