Right Now

(album: California Poppy - 2006)

Someway somehow
I got to make back, back to the days of living it up
Before my days were black
Because I had it all I couldn't see it at all
I had fall flat on my face
I tried to race but couldn't crawl
And all the times on the road good or bad
Happy sad, glad to have all these stories
Sometimes I feel like my dad
I went from rags to riches
Living it up living vicious now I'm feeling ambitious
Right now

Right now I can see it all
It's right in front of my face
Somehow I couldn't see it before
Until I hit the floor and now it's
Right now I can see it all
It's right in front of my face
If after now I had nothing more
I found what I'm looking for

And now I've waited and waited
And contemplated things that complicated
Day to day and how to change it
And rearrange all the shit that I think I need
Won't free me from demons
That be chasin my mind and wasting my time
Considered suicide and why when I got everything I need
In front of me and now I see my life opening
Like a road in front of me 'cuz in the end it's myself
That I really fight
How could I have been so wrong about what's so right

Right now I can see it all
It's right in front of my face
Somehow I couldn't see it before
Until I hit the floor and now it's
Right now I can see it all
It's right in front of my face
If after now I had nothing more
I found what I'm looking for

Remember once upon a time
Used to spend all my time chasing dollar sign
It took a while to read between the lines
Instead of saving all my pennies and nickels and dimes
Wanted it all right then I couldn't understand why
I didn't happen
Wanted to be a star have a big house
Drive a fast car and now I ask what for
I got my friends and family
So what more could I possibly need to succeed
Life's been good to me so far