Ways To Disappear

(album: Erase The Pain - 2018)

I take my time, I don't do well with attention
I'm so used to staying in
To keep my walls from caving in
And I am a ghost, I wander in circles around you
I wanna breathe the air you breathe
But all this smoke is killing me

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?

I'm dragging it out, I hold on tightly to memories
'Cause I'm scared of what will show
It might be best if you never know
I wanna run away, wanna start a war
Till my knuckles bleed, I need you, nothing more
I've been lying to all of you
'Cause I've been trying to face the truth

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?

I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I've gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I'm not good at letting go
I can't stand to be alone
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home