Song To Myself

I wish
That people would like me more, I wish
I wasn't so insecure, I wish
That I could have thoughts that were my own
And I wish
That I didn't compare myself like this
I know it's bad for my mental health, I wish
That I wasn't so scared of being alone
(So scared of being alone-one-one-one)

And if a genie came to talk, I'd get tongue-tied
'Cause I don't know how to express all my insides
That's why I dress the way I dress on the outside

This is a song to myself, don't let yourself down
Make sure that sad little kid, back then would be proud
And if you're needing some help, just fucking reach out
If you dive into your head, make sure you don't drown
This is a song to myself, yeah, drop your shoulders
Fall into love with yourself as you get older
You know you started all this so finish it out
Don't even care if anyone's listening now
(This is a song to myself)

I wish
I had a brain that was nice to me, I wish
That I was someone I'd like to be, I wish
I wasn't scared of starting new conversations

And if a genie came to talk, I'd get tongue-tied
'Cause I don't know how to express all my insides
That's why I dress the way I dress on the outside

This is a song to myself, don't let yourself down
Make sure that sad little kid, back then would be proud
And if you're needing some help, just fucking reach out
If you dive into your head, make sure you don't drown
This is a song to myself, yeah, drop your shoulders
Fall into love with yourself as you get older
You know you started all this so finish it out
Don't even care if anyone's listening now

This is a song to myself, to myself, to myself
This is a song to myself, to myself, to myself
This is a song to myself, to myself, to myself
This is a song to myself

This is a song to myself, don't let yourself down
Make sure that sad little kid, back then would be proud
And if you're needing some help, just fucking reach out
If you dive into your head, make sure you don't drown
This is a song to myself