Nineteen

(album: To Hell With It - 2021)

Some days when I'm down just a little bit I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore
I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And when I realise everyone's gone, but I still feel the same

I wasn't meant to be
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen

And now I wish that I could tell all my ex jobs in retail
That I should've stayed at work 'cause of the A Levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favourite shop shut down
And my other one just told me that I've always got a frown

My, my mind's alone
Because I'm alone
My mind's alone
Because I'm alone
My mind's alone
Because I'm alone
My mind's alone
Because I'm alone

I wasn't meant to be
(The gore, the pain, I've had so much
I love to hate the way I shaped
Because I'm hurt and living rough
And I know I'm nothing to you)
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen