My Old Ways

(album: Happiness In Self Destruction - 2015)

Trapped in my old ways.
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go

Drugged you down,
Took you away from everyone that ever loved you
Fooled the crowd
And made 'em believe that I was real
But you always knew

I know I'm late,
But I hope you know
I'd kill to keep you safe
If you love me
Then I beg that you just leave
Forget my name

Trapped in my old ways.
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go

Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go

All the pills
All the money
All the pain
Living consequences breathing just to take the blame
I was wrong, I was wrong
I can see so clearly
Made myself look like a fool
And now you only fear me

Fighting to change
God only knows I've been living in agony
I pushed you all away

I'm trapped in my old ways.
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go

Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Just let me go

Itching, scratching.
My blood's so thin
The fucking ceiling spins
It's clouding every thought and stripping everything away from me
Crawling desperately
It's got me trapped and living in agony

Trapped in my old ways.
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known.
And I'm afraid it won't let me go

Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go, let me go