Forgive Me

(album: Happiness In Self Destruction - 2015)

At 15 I was starting to see
The consequences for selfish intentions
My father was right
The best parts of life
Are the times we let
Our thoughts kill our pride

Reading back on the words that I've spoken
A different man at a different time
I think I'm chosen
Someday's I fucking hate the fact that I've broken
All the trust and the ties that kept me going

I've tried to stay sober
I've fought to get over
The nights that I've wasted
The pills left me faded
I just can't remember
My thoughts all dismembered
I crumble so quickly
I beg just forgive me

Forgive me
Forgive me
For always breaking all my promises
Believe me
I won't stay
Away from everything that's killing me

Made my mother out to be abusive
And carelessly ruined my family name
We were penniless and you were so desperate to stay sane
But your emotions were delicate

I've tried to stay sober
I've fought to get over
The nights that I've wasted
The pills left me faded
I just can't remember
My thoughts all dismembered
I crumble so quickly
I beg just forgive me

Forgive me
Forgive me
For always breaking all my promises
Believe me
I won't stay
Away from everything that's killing me

Forgive me
Forgive me
For always breaking all my promises
Believe me
I won't stay
Away from everything that's killing me

Forgive me
Forgive me
For always breaking all my promises
Believe me
I won't stay
Away from everything that's killing me

At 15 I was starting to see
The consequences for selfish intentions
My father was right
The best parts of life
Are the times we let
Our thoughts kill our pride