The One You Loved

(album: Dispose - 2018)

Do you remember what I said
The night that I just spilled my soul?
I told you things about myself
Things that no one else should know
You see the thoughts behind my eyes
You try to ask but you don't pry
We feel the same but we don't speak
You cannot make up your mind
There's always some form of excuse
There's nothing left for me to prove
I try to hold on cause you know I hate to lose

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Was it something else?
Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Is there someone new?
I can't get through to you

I can't get out of my head
Time with you is what I dread
When it's you and me, apparently
I don't seem to phase you, so I chase you
Just to be shot down I never break through

All these fucked up restless nights
Always haunt my sleepless mind
Only trying to survive
But you won't even look me in my eyes
Always some form of excuse
There's nothing left for me to prove
I tried to hold on but I know I need to lose

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Was it something else?
Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Is there someone new?
I can't get through to you

I start to think out loud
And with every sound, she breaks
With a shattered soul
She was the black hole when I roamed space
When I roamed space

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Was it something else?
Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not strong enough?
Is it something else?
I can't get through to you

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Was it something else?
Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Is there someone new?
I can't get through to you

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Was it something else?
Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Is there someone new?
I can't get through to you

Is there someone new?
I can't get through to you