Too Heavy

(album: Swan Song - 2021)

And now I'm begging for your love
But no there's nothing left from you
It's all too heavy for my heart to lose

I guess the feeling was off
The tension extreme
I'd laid on a cross forsaken it seemed
Torn and ashamed
The cycle remains
I'm draining us again
And now I hold my weight like it's a thousand chains
I try to pull my legs to keep from sinking in

And now I'm begging for your love
But no there's nothing left from you
It's all too heavy for my heart to lose

And you got me begging for your love
And you got me begging for your love
And you got me begging for a chance to prove

I stripped myself of my health, of my gratitude
You move in waves so I chase just to sink with you
If I'm just pulling you under, detach and move forward
And don't look back here again
I see the way, it's deepening
I hope you feel afraid, it's real again
We're losing it
So I keep holding on and on
Praying no love is gone

But now I'm begging for your love
But no there's nothing left from you
It's all too heavy for my heart to lose

And you got me begging for your love
And you got me begging for your love
And you got me begging for a chance to prove

So maybe someday we'll be something
Maybe it'll be alone
So for as long as I'm alive I'm giving everything to you
It's all too heavy for my heart to lose