Whole Without Me

(album: Swan Song - 2021)

Her body dangled from my arms
Slowly starts to slip away, I'd gone too far
I'd fed into an aching soul
Believed the lies I told myself, and they took control

This image burned into my sight

This image burned into my sight
I split my skin for the last time

So I just pace the room collecting myself
Contemplating the next move and oh I feel
There's nothing left here for me
Once again I'm my own worst enemy

Face it
My shaking hands had nothing to give you
Lately
I don't see my face the way that I used to

Pierce my skin, drag my bones
I'll keep this buried in my soul
Pierce my skin, drag my bones
It's all much easier alone

Pierce my skin, drag my bones
I'll keep this buried in my soul
Pierce my skin, drag my bones
It's all much easier alone
And I'll lose everything for you

'Cause you were whole without me
As I was self-destructing
And I just need you to know
I tried letting go but nothing would let me

So here it goes, I'll tell the whole world
It's been me, it's been me
I'm the sick one it shows
I mask what I can
Hurt the ones who had nurtured the man that I am