Social Suicide

(album: Prepare For Despair - 2023)

I swear to God it's like I said that I want to be let down
I got my back stabbed once again and now I can't get the red out

I'm antisocial
Me myself and no one
It's a one-man circle 'cause I'm sick of everyone

Let the voices in my head
Keep me company instead
'Cause I'd rather be depressed than pretend that I've got friends

I don't know why
I'm only safe inside my mind
No, I'm not fine
'Cause nothing's wrong but nothing's right
No more getting wasted off of stupid conversations
Goodbye
I'm committing social suicide

And every time I leave my bed I'm walking on rain clouds
And I can't act like I just tripped when they're kicking my legs out
They're kicking me down there

Antisocial
It's me myself and no one
It's a one-man circle I'm getting sick of everyone

I don't know why
I'm only safe inside my mind
No, I'm not fine
'Cause nothing's wrong but nothing's right
No more getting wasted off of stupid conversations
Goodbye
I'm committing social suicide

Now I'm just bones behind my phone
Cursing someone I don't know 'til I'm a ghost

I don't know why
I'm only safe inside my mind
No, I'm not fine
'Cause nothing's wrong but nothing's right
No more getting wasted off of stupid conversations
Goodbye
I'm committing social suicide

Let the voices in my head
Keep me company instead
'Cause I'd rather be depressed than pretend that I've got friends

Let the voices in my head
Keep me company inside
Goodbye
I'm committing social suicide