Apologue

(album: Brand New Vision - 2020)

This ain't the way it was
This ain't what I wanted
All hurt no bliss no love
Just a fleeting movement
An ember in your fire
Now we both extinguished
Call me an honest liar
Laying low when I say I'm higher

Now I don't really get that
We were never supposed to come down
Now there's nothing we should regret
About the love that we found

Because we're living in a world where nothing's sacred
How we gonna make it out
We were supposed to show them that we were different
I'm coming to my senses now

I'm a waste of your time
Just another goodbye
I need you here by my side
But it ain't worth the pain when I see you cry
Holding onto your light
Like it's all that I'll find
I'll wash away with the tide
Cause there's no way to change what we wanted to create

Maybe this feelings for
Everyone else but me
If it's an open door
Then it locked without a key

So how the fuck did I leave
And wind up where I started from
I guess they're better off without me
I guess I gotta live without them

Because we're living in a world where nothing's sacred
How we gonna make it out
We were supposed to show them that we were different
I'm coming to my senses now

I'm a waste of your time
Just another goodbye
I need you here by my side
But it ain't worth the pain when I see you cry
Holding onto your light
Like it's all that I'll find
I'll wash away with the tide
Cause there's no way to change what we wanted to create
It ain't worth the pain when I see you cry

I'm a waste of your time
Just another goodbye
I need you here by my side
But it ain't worth the pain when I see you cry

I'm a waste of your time
Just another goodbye
I need you here by my side
But it ain't worth the pain when I see you cry
I don't want a new life
Just the one that we tried
I'll wash away with the tide
Cause there's no way to change what we wanted to create
It ain't worth the pain when I see you cry