Wacky Misadventures Of The Passenger

(album: Cosmic Thrill Seekers - 2019)

I need you to know that
Regardless how I show it
I think about you all the time
And wish you were how I'm spending mine
There's so much to a moment
Hard not to get distracted

Never just go for a ride
'Cause I don't know how to drive
I miss the days I could breathe
"Head out the window" speed
This movement
Makes me carsick
Wake me up

Who's the evil mastermind
Responsible for and behind
All this?
This whole big mess

My best friend Dom moved away from me
To the opposite side of the country
Now it feels like ancient history
Now I'm always lost
Wish I was faking sick in a race car bed
All I had to stress about was phys ed
Probably making use of my thumbs instead
Pushing scary thoughts straight out of my head
And just for a day
Have it all go away

Know that
Regardless how I show it
I think about you all the time
And wish you were how I'm spending mine
There's so much to a moment
Hard not to get distracted

You knew me chilling backseat at best
Maybe looking like I'm all out of breath
Move towards the corner store
Past few years been some rough ones for sure
Tryna make my way back down to Earth
But now I'm so far out
It's late and calm and I miss my mom
For my feet, the ground
Was all they found

How do you ask questions like
"Do you ever miss me at night?"
Or, "How're ya smiling now?"
It was just another shot that you missed
Getting laughed at by an angel who ditched
You for a minor chord

I've said it before and I'll say it again
I'm bored and need support
I know it felt like getting high
For the first couple times
The more that time goes by
It scares the shit out of me
If you were here
I know you'd comment on the stars and how
They're not this clear
From where you typically are
But I still hope you know
No matter where you go
Even if they don't show
You're never really alone