Mind's Eye

(album: Nostalgia For The Now - 2016)

In my mind's eye
I've been living in my mind's eye
To most I ain't safe in my right mind
Say the wrong words at the right time see blue through the sky in the night time when I'm in my mind's eye
I've been living in my mind's eye
And I know that I need to find my way
I need to find my way
Reality's actually something that I see as tragedy passing me sometimes while I need some gravity
I need som' extra
Feel like I'm floating
I feel I ain't special
Feel like there's sometimes when I'm out here dreaming
My mind just believes what I'm seeing
The air that I'm breathing is feeling so good to me
And I swear it is
And it's killing me
I mean, there it is gone
Yeah that shit's way too unfair
It's like a comparison
Shit is imperative, damaging
Please call me an ambulance
I am collapsing right under my arrogance
Panicking, standing still like I'm a mannequin
My freedom goes way beyond an American's
I ain't funny, I'm just crazy
Ain't unlucky, I'm just lazy
I'm running on stages too enthusiastically
Look at how all of these people seem proud of me
Then look at everyone doubting me
Feel they surrounding me
Well, they are bound to see something that's out of this planet
I know that you can't understand it
But damnit, I know that I'm living to show that I'm winning
And growing, it's only expanding

In my mind's eye
I've been living in my mind's eye
To most I ain't safe in my right mind
Say the wrong words at the right time see blue through the sky in the night time when I'm in my mind's eye
I've been living in my mind's eye
And I know that I need to find my way
I need to find my way

Ride me for a little
When I go to look at the big picture see irony in the middle
I see following and I see I see a train that will beat a grizzle
But it never will
None of these people can ever chill
Shaken the game up but really its never still
I am just searching for better deals
Trying to come up with back with some flow and some better skills
Never will I ever get what I came to see patiently waiting these people are hating me
Basically I will keep going till I am dead
Listening and only [?] simon says
I can not satisfy critiques without antagonizing a couple of fans
Without surprising a couple of bitches who swear that they love me but really they can't
Done
Writing these verses I'm plains verses on trains so people still claiming I'm the worst in the game
And it hurts to explain and I'm currently changing it up
And I'm working the same, I'm working same, damn I'm perfectly sane
I'm spitting my fire I'm burning the game
Not really but I got a flow cause at this point in time this shit is all I know
Really I devoted tons of shit to go on a low, honor roll
But no I'm not honor roll
Man I got to go its time to learn some shit I though I know I thought I know

In my mind's eye
I've been living in my mind's eye
To most I ain't safe in my right mind
Say the wrong words at the right time see blue through the sky in the night time when I'm in my mind's eye
I've been living in my mind's eye
And I know that I need to find mine way
I need to find mine way