Migraine

(album: Out Of Order - 2017)

Yeah
I remember when I first met you
Yeah I never thought that I would forget you
Never thought that I would ever upset you
When I never thought that I would ever regret you
Yeah times change and my mind changed
Can't get you out of my brain like a migraine
I really risked it all when the time came
All this shit had to hit me like a migraine

I don't know if I can call it my pain
All these problems just compressing like a sidechain
Find fame, that's the only way that I can hide shame
So in this feeling, can't remember when the tides change
Used to be THC like the
Greenest weed anyone could ever fuckin breathe
I can feel the breeze
See the wind, see it through the trees
See it through the leaves, need to leave
Can somebody please just throw me the keys?
(I love you)

And now you're really just my withdrawal
Man, I really only hit you when this shit falls
I know your phone number more than your name
Music's the one thing that covers me like a porch in the rain
To me, you really are just a force I contain
Source of my pain, that's the only thing that can corner the flame
So why did I do this shit for you?
Man it's holding me sane
Can't get you out of my brain like a horrible stain

I remember when I first met you
Yeah I never thought that I would forget you
Never thought that I would ever upset you
When I never thought that I would ever regret you
Yeah times change and my mind changed
Can't get you out of my brain like a migraine
I really risked it all when the time came
All this shit had to hit me like a migraine

Should have never let a girl
Representing everything I hate about the world
Come up in my life and flip it straight into reverse
You was trying to make it hard
I was trying to make it work
That's a first and a last
Homie told me "Focus, leave the drama in the past"
Let it pass, hurt
People hurt
People true
Funny how the lies lead to truth
When it's over, I ain't over you
And I ain't sober, know you rolling too
Love don't just get up and go
Feelin's always here to taunt
I've been tryin to let it go
Waitin for a text that I don't even want
But I can't front
I would probably say "I'm down"
If shawty hit me with the "We should chill"
If shawty hit me with the "Are you down?"
Nah
Nah

(Think of it like the Holocaust
Never again
That is what got us here in the first place)

Yeah
There's a reason these cliches exist
I keep trying to forget
But my mind replays this kiss
Ah, fuck
I don't mean to delay my bliss
I been all over the mix
And now she takes a sip
Then we take it in
See my seat change and shift
It's a weekday and I got so much sleep
Caving in
And now I really can't tell if this a
Dream state, I'm in
If it is, I wake up depressed
That my dream days are missed
I'm telling myself "Please don't let this be
Fake, I'll trip"
I told her "Pinch me if it's real,"
And then she came to pinch
And as she made her
Way close to me, hey I flinch
Switchin and I disappear into remains
I drifted a
Away (way way way)