Real Thing

(album: Voice Memos - 2019)

I
The reason that they never gone cry
The reason that they never know why
I'm the only thing that's in my mind
I just
I just pulled up in the building
They all faking, I'm the motherfucking real thing
They all hating, I'm the motherfucking real one
I used to think I was a fraud until I did some
Until I mufuckin did it

Yeah bitch I'm back and I'm better, okay
I just rap with no effort, oh wait
They was plotting on my exit, so I stayed
I'll make sure they don't forget this, like no way
I think about everything they said to me
Some shit they prolly don't even remember but they gone remember me
I used to feel like there might be a plan for everyone except for me
I still don't know if there is, I still hope that one day they acceptin me
Think I'm in need of some help
Want them to see how I felt
I think I need faith
But how can I believe in God, when I don't believe in myself? Yeah
I don't believe in myself
So I'll just keep to myself
If I get to the top, then I'm gonna reach it myself
And it's gone be easy to tell, I'll see it myself

I
The reason that they never gone cry
The reason that they never know why
I'm the only thing that's in my mind
I just
I just pulled up in the building
They all faking, I'm the motherfucking real thing
They all hating, I'm the motherfucking real one
I used to think I was a fraud until I did some
Until I mufuckin did it

Last week I panicked, huh yeah
Knowing I got all these people to please been driving me manic uh yeah
I used to roast fousey, nowadays I understand it
I wanna be the reason that they leave they feet up in a mansion
I need expansion
I took my dream it ain't handed
Turned that shit straight to a cannon
Fuck all that planning, I never planned it
Out of this world in a whole other planet
Everything candid
My career belong in whole foods, this shit is organic bitch
I'm the real thing ain't no camera tricks
When I used to call, they ain't answer this
Now I'm really on the top but feeling like I'm at bottom
So you know I'm gonna make it through the damages, yuh
I know that I've sacrificed my time with friends and family
Thinking maybe when I get success then they all gonna stand with me
But this ain't a flip of a switch it's all happening gradually
Maybe I'm selfish, I do it all so that they gone be proud of me

I
The reason that they never gone cry
The reason that they never know why
I'm the only thing that's in my mind
I just
I just pulled up in the building
They all faking, I'm the motherfucking real thing
They all hating, I'm the motherfucking real one
I used to think I was a fraud until I did some
Until I mufuckin did it