Alone

(album: EP 4 - 2018)

I can recall the smell of your Mercedes
And I can taste the chlorine on your skin
And nothing is clear, been a year, and we still haven't spoken
And the boy that I knew [?]
Don't make me laugh like you do
Monica said your new girl ain't that pretty, yeah (Pretty)
Is that why you don't be posting pics with her? (Posting pics with her)
I know that I said it was over, but maybe I fucked up
'Cause I'm drunk and I wanna call up
Don't even know what I want

Oh, am I just gonna die alone?
You must have my heart in a trap 'cause I want you back
Why'd I put you first if I knew I couldn't make it last?
Now I'm like, goddamn
I'm talking 'bout, oh, am I just gonna die alone?
Wish I could delete you and me in our memories
Turn the pictures down, but they're popping up in my dream
Tell me, what does it mean?

Mom always said that I was too good for ya, yeah (For ya)
You hardly made enough to pay your bills (Pay your bills)
I'm losing it now [?] when we were together
I didn't think about you half this much
How did you get me so stuck?
I'm thinking

Oh, am I just gonna die alone?
You must have my heart in a trap 'cause I want you back
('Cause I want you back)
Why'd I put you first if I knew I couldn't make it last?
(Knew I couldn't make it last)
Now I'm like, goddamn (Now I'm like, goddamn)
I'm talking 'bout, oh, am I just gonna die alone?
Wish I could delete you and me in our memories ([?] delete)
Turn the pictures down, but they're popping up in my dream
(They're popping up in my dream)
Tell me, what does it mean? (Tell me, what does it mean? Ah)