Gravity-Assisted Suicide

(album: B-Sides & Rarities Vol.5 [2011-2016] - 2016)

Welcome to a place that we've both already been (been)
Leaning on the balcony
Everybody sleeping but me and the wind (wind)
So please assist me, gravity (gravity, gravity)
I kinda wanna die tonight (tonight, tonight, tonight)
I kinda wanna die tonight (tonight, tonight, tonight)

Not sure when I fell asleep
The stains on the pillow color look like Hennessy
Nah, I ain't tripping, homie this ain't LSD
I have never seen this text that was sent to me
As an answer to a question that I have ostensibly
Sent 12 hours ago, trying to jog my memory and
Nope, can't remember shit
Kinda feeling like my habit's now a threat to me
Yo, why am I getting thinner? (Thinner)
Staring twice at my dinner (Dinner)
In the toilet dying of bitter innards
Simply trying to remember
When? Where? (When? Where?)
How did I get here? (get here?)
No clothes, closed doors, wet hair
Growing throat, so sore in my left ear
Feeling so cold on the floor, is my end near?
Strong lights
That's the shit that I don't like
Every glimpse of my reflection
Fuels self-hatred pent-up in me
Since my childhood, so all night
I'ma pop pills like cops pop minorities
Voices screaming, "Stop fucking ignoring me"
Pop and lock up, blood clots on the toilet seat
"Shut the fuck up, Rav, fuck you, ignore your needs!"

Welcome to a place that we've both already been (been)
Leaning on the balcony
Everybody sleeping but me and the wind (wind)
So please assist me, gravity (gravity, gravity)
I kinda wanna die tonight (tonight, tonight, tonight)
I kinda wanna die tonight (tonight)