Fix Me

(album: I'd Rather Be Asleep - 2022)

Am I too far gone?
Petrified but my bones are restless
Continuing to withdraw and disappear with my thoughts
In this headspace where I don't feel safe

Please
I can't see what you see in me
So leave me be
Breathe
Locked inside a room with no key
I need to find some peace

Can anybody fix me?
Tell me what it is to feel
So when you're with me
I can fully let you in
Oh, can you fix me?
Even if it's just skin deep
So I can be free
Can I love you if I never loved myself?

Discontent and filled with regret
Staring at the wall wishing that I was dead
I don't have the strength to leave this bed
Consumed with distorted disappointment

Can anybody fix me?
Tell me what it is to feel
So when you're with me
I can fully let you in
Oh, can you fix me?
Even if it's just skin deep
So I can be free
Can I love you if I never loved myself?

I look into the mirror
I'm not who I used to be
Now there's only just a stranger looking back at me
'Cause everything is lost
And what's left will surely leave
'Til I'm all alone and empty like I've always been
Dear magazine
Sell me your deception
Is she everything she should be
Or false perfection

Beauty's eye peeking through the seams
Now there's only just a stranger looking back at me
I'm everything I'm not, 'cause everything is lost
And what's left will surely leave
What's left will surely leave

Can anybody fix me?
Tell me what it is to feel
So when you're with me
I can fully let you in
Oh, can you fix me?
Tell me what it is to feel
So when you're with me
I can fully let you in
Oh, can you fix me? (Can you fix me?)
Even if it's just skin deep
So I can be free (Can I be free)
Can I love you if I never loved myself?