Sunflower Princess

(album: Everlasting - 1994)

The weight of my words is not enough to make up for the words I didn't say.
I'm sorry, I didn't want to close the door, just afraid to suffocate.
Inside these arms I find comfort, I will try not to break another mirror
Cause that would mean I would only break myself.
This body where has it taken, forsaken me, forsaken me. Let me be.
My eyes never felt this sore.
If only had I known more.
Self centered, myself to blame.
Death is fucking you insane.

A selfish boy with fear doubts afraid to let it inside.
I promise myself that I won't break it another time.
No question asked, just answers taken
My guilt, my thoughts, my mind were whose to judge?
I think I need to breathe, to let the door be open
But the only one who is choking me is myself.
Why can't I see that you are the sun, the rain, the fuel I need inside, why can't I see?
I'll try

I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess