Lost In Control (from "Paradise City" soundtrack)

(album: Cruel Games - 2021)

So I'll just let it go
I've lost my interest in control
I only care to fill in the hole
Left by what I wish you stole

What I took, from myself
I gave it to everyone else
Spread it, all around
Until my soul, can't be found

Isn't this what, dreams are made of?
Well, it's not, what I'm made for anymore, anymore

I will never be released if I am the whore
I will never find peace, in a place of war

So I'll just let it go
I've lost my interest in control
I only care to fill in the hole
Left by what I wish you stole

I'm sorry that I don't wanna ride along
I'm sorry that I think something's wrong
And I forgive you for pushing me away
And I forgive you for wanting it all your way
But one thing, I'm not sorry for
Is singing this song to you
Goodbye

So I'll just let it go
I've lost my interest in control
I only care to fill in the hole
Left by what I wish you stole