Heal / Best Of Me

(album: The Blue Hour - 2022)

"I just wanted you guys to know, that God is keeping me. He is blessing me, He is blessing my family, and I'm so thankful for all that He's doing. And I just had to come on so you could see that I'm well and I'm healthy. I still have cancer, that's what the doctors are saying, but the main doctor, Doctor Jesus, He's been telling me in my spirit, that I am healed in the name of Jesus, and I believe that I am healed."

We do not make excuses, we adjust
Ready for all the things that's meant for us
We ain't rush, aye
Know that that shit gone come to us regardless
Still choose to be humble and modest
Tryna find my way inside a world that ain't mean for me
Tryna protect my mind and tryna protect my mental energy
I need space, I need peace, yeah
Instead of breaking into pieces

Cause you were meant to heal
You were meant to grow
You were meant to blossom, and then turn into a rose
For the times that you were vulnerable, and you felt exposed
Step into your shine
Step into your glow
The time is now
It's real
The time is now
To heal

"Yup, look at me, I think I look pretty good with this short hair. No more weaves, no more braids, this is it, this is the natural. This is God wanted me to look like, And what He want me to be, He want me to be an example. He want me to be the one to say 'God can and God will... bring you out, you just got to hold on and have faith.'"

Ain't with the talking. If it's real then lemme see
If it's fake than you could shake and lemme be
My anxiety still getting the best of me
Still give you the best of me
I stood tall fighting the shit that they can't see
I kept it cool, kept it player, kept it G
My anxiety still getting the best of me
Still give you the best of me

Ok, still figuring shit out
Either I'm deep in my head, or I'm in the moment
I just go in out
When the world collapsed on me
Bitch I ain't crash, I ain't spin out
Bitch I dropped my balls and whipped my dick out
Pushing a line
Sun beam through the clouds I knew it aligned
Fuck am I scared of?
I looked death in the face, like numerous times
When it got ugly
I maneuvered with a beautiful mind
Got knocked down a few times
Still bounce back up and slide every time
Cause I wanna heal more now
No more running from emotions
I wanna feel more now
Times Square, NYC
Im on a billboard now
NFT's sound clean
But this the real world, wow
Look at the lights go, blaow
My mind could bring out a crowd
My mind done took round the planet brother, a few times now
It's all in my head
Okay, all in my head
I heard em talking that bullshit
And then I said

Ain't with the talking. If it's real then lemme see
If it's fake than you could shake and lemme be
My anxiety still getting the best of me
Still give you the best of me
I stood tall fighting the shit that they can't see
I kept it cool, kept it player, kept it G
My anxiety still getting the best of me
Still give you the best of me