Awakening

(album: Porcelain - 2019)

Close my eyes
Feel my breath return
I've been blind
But now I start to learn
Nights inhibit my vision
Days have brought the ache
I never really wondered how it was
Cause I never really felt like I am more to this
I never felt alive

I never felt alive
I never felt a touch to smile

I always roam through the dark of the day
A steady fist, to erase all the pain
Never cared about what I really am
Never thought about who I could have been
Never dared to be someone else instead
But now I'm scared, this is my awakening
And now I feel so alive

I never felt alive
I never felt a touch to smile
There's no way back from here
Right now I see myself so clear

So clear
From Everything I could have been
From Everything I could have been

A white haze is covering me
I now am feeling so complete
Close my eyes
Feel my breath return

I never felt alive
I never felt a touch to smile
There's no way back from here
Right now I see myself so clear

From Everything I could have been
From Everything I could have been