War

(album: Afterglow - 2021)

Something is wrong, something is going on, something that I can't see
It's like a war inside me
I'm feeling lost, feeling trapped, I think they call it anxiety
Why do I feel so empty

It's like a parasite, living inside my mind
Leaving a mess behind
Call the alert
Can't you hear this sound

The clock's ticking but the time stands still 'cause I'm lost again
War inside me, I can't see clearly
Lights are fading but I'm blind in my prison anyway
Running backwards, get closer to the edge
Closer to the edge

Something is wrong, something is going on, something that I can't see
It's like a war inside me
I see you talking to me, but there is nothing I hear
Is this meant to be real

I feel a crack in my head
My own personal threat
Is this meant to be me
Can't you hear this sound

The clock's ticking but the time stands still 'cause I'm lost again
War inside me, I can't see clearly
Lights are fading but I'm blind in my prison anyway
Running backwards, get closer to the edge

Hoping my steps will carry me home
I can not do this alone
War inside me
I can't see clearly
But nothing's left and everyone's gone
I gotta face the storm
Running backwards
Get closer to the edge

Hoping my steps will carry me home
I can not do this alone
I feel I'm all alone here

Nothing's left and everyone's gone
I gotta face the storm
Hoping my feet will carry me home
I can not do this alone

I feel like I'm meant to be left alone
So I just hope my steps will carry me home
Can't you see the war inside me, fighting every day
Is this meant to be real, why is this all on me
It's like a parasite, living here inside my mind
I'm going down now
Call the alert