Head Rush

(album: Backbone - 2016)

I'm tired of compromise.
I tried to get through to you, but your walls are too thick
And everything I throw, just comes back again.
I tried to talk to myself, but the words don't mean a thing,
When my head tells my heart, there's no bargaining.

Feels like you're made of stone, and I'm just skin and bone,
A live reminder that I wasn't enough for you.
I tried to disengage, I tore myself a new page,
And told myself, that I still wasn't enough for you.

Get some perspective and think before you speak next time.
Less overreacting, you were blind, I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time.
I was always there and you were always listening, or so it seemed?
Or so it seemed?

We've never seen eye to eye.
This is a wake-up call, for every single morning,
You've had me crawling back.
And If I start again I know I'll be much better,
But better isn't what I had.

Forgive me for stepping out of my place,
You were the only one left with a smile on your face.
When I was low and in deep, you found it in me.
You found it in me.

All I wanted was an honest reaction,
Just to get some peace of mind.

Get some perspective and think before you speak next time.
Less overreacting, you were blind, I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time.
I was always there and you were always listening, or so it seemed?
Or so it seemed?

If I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
If I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
And if I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
And if I told you what it meant would it make any kind of difference?

This was for you.
This was for you.
This was for you, this was for you.

This was for you.
This was for you.
This was for you, this was for you.

This was for you.