Things That Don't Exist

(album: You Never Met Me - 2022)

Cancel all my plans, I'm waiting at the window
Found that note you left me, underneath my pillow
Last night, you said that you missed me
God only knows I've been missing you too
All of the best of our history
Loves all I could see when I was looking at you
Talked about changing, you promised you did
Guess I still believed in things that don't exist

Set your phone face down, but I could hear it buzzing
Said that I should trust you, told me that's what love is
You got me all in my head now
Hope you're alone as the hours go by
Bracing myself for the let-down
God knows we've been here a million times
But I am waiting, just like a kid
Guess I still believe in things that don't exist

You're not gonna show up (You're not gonna show up)
You're just gonna keep changing your mind (Mind)
And I'm not gonna grow up (I'm not gonna grow up)
I'm just gonna keep letting you try (Try)
And anyone who knows us (And anyone who knows us)
Knows that this is all a waste of time (It's all a waste of time)
And I should be rolling the credits (The credits)
The movies a lie, and you're not the one
But that's not the fairy tail ending (Ending)
I've been imagining since I was young
You're a ghost in the hallway, where you're about to walk in
Guess I still believe in things that don't exist