Becoming The Memory

(album: Compassion - 2019)

Underneath, underneath all this indecision
Part of me, part of me wants everything to stay
And now you're not from hearing me, wondering why?
Ended up never being the same (I'm all alone)
Yeah, it's a funny thing, what we're so used to
Becoming the memory (and I lost my soul)

To feel the rush (I'm not supposed to)
Thinking of you

I just need tonight to try to clarify
I know that it's no use, it doesn't hurt to try
Just a little too much inside my own head
My confidence is dead
I just need tonight to try to clarify
I know that it's no use, it doesn't hurt to try
Just a little too much inside my own head
My confidence is dead
(Who are you to assume things? who are you to...)

Honestly, honestly you can't be serious
Count to three, count to three and I'll be on the next plane
I hope that you know there's no place that we could end up
Have to face or dealing with things (cause I gotta know)
Yeah, it's a funny thing that I'm still thinking of you
Even though we're far away (You appear so close)

To feel the rush (I'm not supposed to)
Thinking of you
It's almost enough (I'm not supposed to)
Won't get me through

I just need tonight to try to clarify
I know that it's no use, it doesn't hurt to try
Just a little too much inside my own head
My confidence is dead
I just need tonight to try to clarify
I know that it's no use, it doesn't hurt to try
Just a little too much inside my own head
My confidence is dead
(Who are you to assume things? who are you to...)

I ain't never been feeling like this, how I felt about last time
Can't believe that I'm saying this but I think I'm moving on this time
Come over here with that sexy ass and we'll probably hit up some Pad Thai
I won't lie, you're all mine
(I don't know how, but I knew)
I ain't never been feeling like this, how I felt about last time
(I don't know how, but I knew)
Can't believe that I'm saying this but I think I'm moving on this time
(I don't know how, but I knew)
Come over here with that sexy ass and we'll probably hit up some Pad Thai
I won't lie, you're all mine
I ain't never been feeling like this, feeling like this
I ain't never been feeling like this, feeling like this, feeling like this
I ain't never been feeling like this, feeling like this
I won't lie, you're all mine