See You Later

I wish that we could go and talk it through
I mean, we talk a lot but not about the me and you
There's not a me and you, or you and I
So maybe I should say goodbye before the thought of love arrives
I know you love him and I'm not him
I'm just the guy acting strong because he goes to the gym
In my reality I'm much less, I got a lot to say to you
So let me confess, then you'll understand why I've been upset
I like the way you are, I like the way you talk
I wish I could be committed to the thought of reciprocation
But both of us would rather cut each other off
Then have relations, what a situation
All my jealousy, every memory
This is definitely anything but heavenly
At the same time, my feelings done drifted through the blue sky
I'm paying no mind
To all my feelings even though I feel them all the time
And when I see you in person I swear they come alive
I try to put them to rest because they've been acting deadly
I wish we would have walked separate ways the day you met me
But sadly that didn't happen, now I imagine the future
I feel like adding you to it even tho I shouldn't do it
And now I'm sketching the perfect life in paper
This could never be forever but I hope to see you later