Where Do I Start?

(album: The Greatest Story Never Told - 2023)

Where do I start?
Had a little bit to say, tried to say from the heart, yeah, yeah
Where do I start?
Watch the minutes turn to days, I'm afraid that it's not all that
Where do I start?
Well, I guess we on our way, but it ain't what I thought, yeah, yeah
Where do I start?
Well, I guess it's not the same no more

But I prayed and I got it, I turned myself to a target
I've been afraid, but I'm walking out of that place that once haunted me
I got millions that watching, but every song that I'm dropping
It feel the same as when I was back in my elementary
But now I'm running round the globe, and it's not in my mind
I guess that kid was right, it's only just a matter of time
Learned to trust what I had, but I forgot on the way
Watch the minutes turn to hours, but forgot 'bout the days

Where do I, where do I start?
Had a little bit to say, tried to say from the heart, yeah, yeah
Where do I start?
Watch the minutes turn to days, I'm afraid that it's not all that
Where do I start?
Well, I guess we on our way, but it ain't what I thought, yeah, yeah
Where do I start?
Well, I guess it's not the same no more

I've been counting my seconds, make a lil' clip and hope we get it on trending
Money in the budget, I don't know what I'm spending
Man, I just hope my video is good for viewer attention
Man, I just hope my mental health is staying strong while I'm stressing
Cause even though I'm doing well, I still been fighting depression
I love the music I'm creating, swear this life is a blessing
But no one really understands the way my hype is regressing
I gotta take a chill pill when I'm in OT
Big drops turn into flops, they want the old me
Big kid playing with blocks and getting nosebleeds
Small room, writing these songs to keep my soul clear
When I started, never knew this would happen
Was writing lyrics during class, it was a useful distraction
And now some lyrics people tag 'cause I got numerous classics
About to make another hit, give me a record, I'll smash it, but

Where do I start?
Had a little bit to say, tried to say from the heart, yeah, yeah
Where do I start?
Watch the minutes turn to days, I'm afraid that it's not all that
Where do I start?
Well, I guess we on our way, but it ain't what I thought, yeah, yeah
Where do I start?
Well, I guess it's not the same no more