Told You My Secrets

(album: The Greatest Story Never Told - 2023)

Girl if you could see me
If I told you my secrets
Would that stop you from leaving?
Would you stay girl?

Sometimes when it's cold in the night and I listen
To thoughts in my skull, let 'em talk when they visit
They asking me questions so answers I give 'em
But they not too happy and ask for revisions
I started to argue then I
Think to myself how I fool my own mind
Started to think about all of the lies
And all of the times I told 'em I'm fine
It's to the point I believe it myself
Knowing damn well that I needed some help
Trying to sort out the demons I dealt with
Since I was eleven or maybe it was twelve
Feeling alone but I'm not feeling distant
Wondering why do I always feel different?
And they said the answer might be a prescription
I'm yelling I'm fine, they just tell me to listen

Who am I when the music turns off?
Think I'm lost

Serotonin don't exist in my mind
You will never find a soul in my eyes
Paranoia keeps me up till I cry
Prescription should help but I still wanna die
I know that I'll make it out
Maybe not, wait a sec I had a crazy thought
I should go drive off a bridge
Then I'll dive out the whip, fake my death, you can't save me I'm
Already gone with the wind
Giving up content with all of my friends
It's been so long and my hair needs a trim
And my parents don't know I'm alive, it's a sin
Like do I regret it, this shit I accepted
I'd still be a loser, I'd still be pathetic
And now that I'm dead man who knows where I'm headed
Just put on some music and hope it gets better, I'm gone

Who am I when the music turns off?
Think I'm lost

Girl if you could see me
If I told you my secrets
Would you that stop you from leaving?
(Who am I when the music turns off?)
Girl if you could see me
If I told you my secrets
Would that stop you from leaving?
Would you stay girl?