Goodbyes

Can't find what I'm looking for but I want it now
I know I said I won't but I feel the doubt
Living in my skull I feel it bounce around
Not tryna end it all I'm tryna take it out
I got, you in my heart hear it all day
Knew it from the start but it's too late
I ain't wanna talk wrote a new page
Scribble my thoughts get em off, go a new way
Lost but I ain't looking down
Can't see yo face in the crowd
Explain the pain but I found
Something that seem to stay when I drown
I ain't want to fight everyday
Go to my room where the song would just play
Over and over till it's in my brain
And I live in that world when I wanna escape
But sometime it come to end
Lost but I found what it is
I could never save you from the fall
But I'll show you how to, how to keep going
Anytime you drowning in the pain
Know you ain't the only one alone
Know it probably kill you right now
But tomorrow just another step home

I, I'm done
Tried to write a couple songs for you
Just wanna get along with you
But I, I'm done
But the future's what I want with you
You asking me "what's wrong with you"

I thought we had this locked down
Scribbled the page, and got crossed out
Hard to locate, feeling lost now
Hope you're hearing this song from across town
While my mind ponders and the time wanders
Think I'm fine somber, 'til the sky darkens
And your eyes glisten, now I'm mine dodging
'Cause you're so perfect, and I lied often
It's wrap
I wrote a bunch a lil verses
It hurts I ain't getting you back
Was stressing for cash
I wasn't working, no purpose
Certain we'd make it intact
I know what I lack
Real love
And the hope that you get when you feel love
You're the only girl I think of still, love
And the only girl I ever will love, but...

I, I'm done
Tried to write a couple songs for you
Just wanna get along with you
But I, I'm done
But the future's what I want with you
You asking me "what's wrong with you"