Hopeless

Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain

Yeah I got regrets about the drugs that I take
But they help to solve the problems that I stack in my brain
Tell me what you know 'bout being suicidal every day
And having no escape so you depend on a blade
Yeah I used to be an asshole said shit that he never meant
And then by the age of fourteen I was on my twelfth attempt
I felt lost and trapped consumed by my regrets
Now I'm walking through a graveyard death at every step
Lately I been hiding away inside of my room
Wishing that I'd never even come outta the womb
But I'll have a smile on my face when greeting my doom
I'll keep my problems locked inside my chest that's all I ever do

Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain

Opened up my mind and all I saw was an abyss
I'm losing sight of the light like its a solar eclipse
They said if not for talent that I wouldn't exist
And all I do is spit like I'm talking with a lisp
I'm just penning my emotions my reflection on the page
Society has set the norm they're telling me I'm strange
I dyed my hair and pierced my ears I had to make a change
Cause I'd rather be different then ever get called the same
I'm insane and I know it
I got issues and I really think they showing
Doing drugs in double doses that's how I'm coping
Oh I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless