stick n pokes

I was yours, you were mine
I should've known I was wasting your time
I couldn't grow, I wanted to die
Now when ever you text me I can't reply

So I guess I'll go get stoned
And wonder why you haven't come back home

I wanna give myself stick n pokes
I wanna laugh so hard I lose my throat

And now I've found someone that truly fucking cares
Doesn't look the other way when I'm alone or in despair
Doesn't act like I'm the reason that my parents wouldn't cope
With the fact that I'm a loser so they left me on my own

She won't leave me in the smoke
When I'm sad alone or broke
She gon keep me on my toes
She gon hold me hella close

She gon be there in the end
When I'm lyin in my bed
She gon tell me how she love me
She could never play pretend

I was yours, you were mine
I should've known I was wasting your time
I couldn't grow, I wanted to die
Now when ever you text me I can't reply

So I guess I'll go get stoned
And wonder why you haven't come back home

I wanna give myself stick n pokes
I wanna laugh so hard I lose my throat

And my heart fucking bursts
When I'm looking at her
She's the one that I need
She's the one I deserve

She's the reason I breathe
She's the reason I heal
She's the one that I want
And that's just how I feel