terrified

I've been sleepin alone
I'm dyin to know
Why everybody's hittin my phone
They gettin the tone

And everybody's talkin that shit
But they wouldn't know
You ain't never talked to the kid
Like how you think it would go

I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified

If you would press me for shit
And I'm like proof where it at
And you got nothin to show
Then you'll be turnin your back

I get everything I work for
Fuck you bitch I earned it
I might be a kid
At least I'm grindin for a purpose

I might be nineteen
At least I'm makin sure its workin
Writing out my thoughts
To clear my head from all the hurtin

I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified

He tells you he loves you then makes you cry
Then you call me up cause you know I'm nice

But you fucked things up, now you fucked things twice
Now you're on my mind, now you're all I write

Now I'm in your head while you're in his bed
No I won't forgive now I can't forget

I'm so tired of wasting time
You're all I wanted but never needed

I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified