no friends

I woke up today I had a revelation
I don't think I have a single friend
That's no exaggeration
I cut everyone off, it's just me and my thoughts
Yeah I'm free at what cost?
'Cause I found that I'm lost

I got no places to be
I got no people to see
I have my heart on my sleeve
Until she broke it in 3
And then I locked it away
And I threw out the key
And now I'm scared to say "Hey"
'Cause I'll be sad if they leave
I got my issues with commitment and not just with women
I gotta think a hundred minutes before I made a decision
I gotta figure out my limits before I say that I give in
I gotta really go the distance before I say that I'm driven
They say I'm lucky I'm winning
But if they saw the beginning
They know luck is just a piece of it the rest is ambition
My brother hear me singing
He said that I shouldn't quit it
'Cause at the start I sounded bad
Man, I'm so glad I persisted
And now my dreams I'm living
But it's never enough
Every time I reach the top they keep moving it up
And I really wanna talk but then who can I trust?
Yeah, yeah
Uh, uh

I woke up today I had a revelation
I don't think I have a single friend
That's no exaggeration
I cut everyone off, it's just me and my thoughts
Yeah I'm free at what cost?
'Cause I found that I'm lost

I can't relate to anybody so then why would we talk?
I'm sorry I don't wanna hear about your party and shots
I'm sorry that you live in fear while all I hear is applause
I'm sorry that I'm over here on my way to the top
I think I'd rather be alone, never leave my home
No I'm not invited, so no need to check my phone
I'd be fine up on an island
If a jet I'm flying private
"Never cry", I'd be lying if I said that
But I don't know the point of money if I don't have anybody
If I spend it on the [?]
Maybe they would love me
If I went and bought a Bentley
Would the women get friendlier
Would anybody care at all?
(I have no friends)

I woke up today I had a revelation
I don't think I have a single friend
That's no exaggeration
I cut everyone off, it's just me and my thoughts
Yeah I'm free at what cost?
'Cause I found that I'm lost