Follow Suit

(album: From My Sleeve To The World - 2019)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today, it's scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and I'll go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through the messages, I always do
Still question if I could've ever pulled you through
Trying not to follow suit

I promise it's killing me slowly
So many friends and I'm lonely
Nothing is right, there's never a night that I do not think 'bout us smoking
Up on the top of the town house
Flying so high but I'm down now
I don't want no one around now
All of these tears have me drowned out
The hearse was when it hurt like
I been knew you weren't right
Even in my worst nights
I've never felt the curse like
My own life is secondary
This was not your first time
Know you tried a couple times
That's what fucks with my mind

I don't wanna die
But I don't feel like living either
I will pay the price
If you just give me one reason
I don't wanna die
But this don't feel like living either
I will pay the price
If you just give me one reason
'Cause

Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today, it's scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and I'll go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through the messages, I always do
Still question if I'll ever could've pulled you through
Trying not to follow suit

It's definitely killing me slowly
Questioning whether it's phony
Every night I'm wondering why I'm here without one of the homies
Maybe it's just not my time yet
Up all night maybe I'm up next
Or maybe I'm just feeling upset
So I regret all of the things that went unsaid
I know I shouldn't blame myself but it's too late
But this ain't what he would ever want
Don't wanna see you fade to black
Cause' that what has been happening you have to relocate
To a place where you can love yourself and love your fucking mate
For the person that he was
Not the person that he ain't
You have a tendency to cry but no one can ever be blamed
This is life and that is death
What's important is the brain
In the end when nothing's left
I wished your heart would stay the same

I don't wanna die
But this don't feel like living either
I'm not gone pay the price
Even though I know that there's a reason
I don't wanna die
But this don't feel like living either
I'm not gon' pay the price
Even though I know that there's a reason

Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today, it's scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and I'll go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through my messages, I always do
Still question if I could've ever pulled you through
But I will never follow suit