Help Me Out

(album: If You Don't Understand It's Ok - 2021)

I spent time tryna fight my fears
I don't see me when I look in the mirror
Got me messed up yeah
Got me messed up yeah

I been wishing on the stars that appear
I miss times when my vision was clear
Now I'm messed up yeah
Now I'm messed up yeah

Lately I been having conversations in my head
Telling me to say congratulations
You gon' be a nobody
You're a mistake

Please help me out
Arms stretched won't you
Gimmie that something
I can't feel no more
Vault my coffin
Dead man crawling
Pick me up off the floor
Bleeding no blood (blood)
Lungs filled with mud
Could you just help me
Anyone help me
Please just help me out

Having trouble talking to my therapist
Damn I think I'm taking pills for the hell of it
Mama says to give it time
My girl always on my mind
I'm so sorry, I could be a handful
God bless
Friends that say I shouldn't worry
Dad said this is all part of my allegory
But my clock is ticking
Am I tripping
Is my vision blurry
Do I have the time
I pray to god
But does he hear me yearning
I guess

Lately I been having conversations in my head
Telling me to say congratulations
You gon' be a nobody
You're a mistake

Please help me out
Arms stretched won't you
Gimmie that something
I can't feel no more
Vault my coffin
Dead man crawling
Pick me up off the floor
Bleeding no blood (blood)
Lungs filled with mud
Could you just help me
Anyone help me
Please just help me out