Enemies

(album: A Lunar Rose - 2020)

Bleeding through life without flare
When did that fire disappear?
Tell me one thing that's true
And I'll tell you everything I fear
Like empty rooms (Like empty rooms)
Where I reside (Where I reside)
Like building tops (Like building tops)
To run and hide (Hide)

When did that fire disappear?
Safer in the bed where I lay
Don't you know these scars won't wash away
They barely fade
As I repeat
Every fucking memory
Slowly fucking killing me
Find me in an elegy
Inside the great unknown

You slept like the moon, wouldn't dare disappear
You traded tomorrow and love for your sorrow
Inside the great unknown
Inside the great unknown

Pour like rain
Flood my thoughts again
And try to wash away these scars
Pour like rain
Flood my stupid fucking thoughts again
And try to wash away these scars
So I'll spend the rest my life sleeping
Dreaming of what we could have been
I'll spend the rest my life sleeping
Dreaming of all the words I never said before

Hold me close
For a moment then the moment is gone
For a moment then the moment is gone
How do I fight this alone?

I've got enemies, I've got entities
My anxieties running through my head
I don't even want to know the answers
I've got enemies, I've got entities
My anxieties running through my head
I don't even want to know the answers
I've got enemies, I've got entities
My anxieties running through my head
I don't even want to know the answers

Useless memories
Bring me to my knees
On repeat
I don't even want to know the answers
Like rain
Flood my thoughts again

So I'll spend the rest my life sleeping
Dreaming of what we could have been
I'll spend the rest my life sleeping
Dreaming of all the words I never said before