Nosebleed

(album: Nosebleed (Unmasked) - 2020)

I'm wide awake laying here in my bed
I'm thinking back on all the ways I probably fucked up again
I wish that somebody could save me I know nobody can
I'm trying to read you like a book but all your pages are bent

I'm just trying to make you happy but I'm sad
Trying to win your heart again 'cause I lost that
Balling out on Instagram 'cause you watch that

But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, 'cause I'm
'Cause I'm feeling another fucking nosebleed
Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
'Cause I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
'Cause I'm bleeding
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, 'cause I'm
Yeah

So I've been thinking about it for a long time
And I... I think it's probably best for both of us if we just stop the shit
'Cause it's... it's really fucking with my head
Fucking with my head
(Fucking with my head)

You know what, never mind

You know I know that we had good intentions
But I guess you don't feel the connection
You leave me on read for a week with my message
You might as well just get a fucking reception
So maybe it's better I just lay it out
Remember that weekend you came to my house
Yeah, while you were asleep with your head on my shirt
I wished you were mine but I knew that you weren't
Ha, funny, I never thought I'd care
'Cause that's the way we met and now you're playing with my hair
And it feels good, I'll admit it but I know karma's a bitch
And we don't actually care

But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, 'cause I'm
'Cause I'm feeling another fucking nosebleed
Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
'Cause I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
'Cause I'm bleeding
'Cause I'm feeling
'Cause I'm, 'cause I'm
Yeah

You know what, never mind