Backyard

(album: Nosebleed (Unmasked) - 2020)

You're trembling, dear, let me warm your hands
My touch might burn, but don't you miss feeling it?
Your oxygen is ruining all my plans
Let's try again, it's not the end

Do you remember back at eighteen
When our hearts were full of love?
You were always there to catch me
Even when the days were rough
In your backyard's where you told me
You would never leave my life
God, it was hard to say goodbye
In your backyard

It's not the end (goodbye)
It's not, oh-oh

When the sun goes down, I still look around
'Cause I'm haunted
Here by the ghost of your heart, your beautiful scars
Look the same way they did (goodbye)

Are you sleeping?
Are you sleeping?
Or are you just pretending?
Let's go back to then

Do you remember back at eighteen
When our hearts were full of love?
You were always there to catch me
Even when the days were rough
In your backyard's where you told me
You would never leave my life
God, it was hard to say goodbye
In your backyard

You're trembling dear
(Don't let me go)
Let me warm your hands
(Don't let me go)
My touch might burn
But don't you miss feeling it?
(Goodbye)
Now my hands are freezing
And I can't stop them from bleeding
I've been scratching at my walls
Tryna find your skull
And now the water is surrounding me
The rope you tied is drowning me
And I can't breathe
But I've seen the way you looked at him
I'm wondering, did you ever wish
That I was fucking gone
So you could move along?
I'll take the knife you used to cut my throat
And end my suffering on my own
It won't be long

In your backyard's where you told me
You would love me all your life
It was hard to say goodbye