Mthrfckr (Unmasked)

(album: Nosebleed (Unmasked) - 2020)

When you sleeping alone, do you see me
Looking down at your body from the ceiling
Do you wonder where I am now?
And why the hell I'm such a letdown

I had a feeling this was gonna be another one
Shoving roses down the barrel of a loaded gun
Maybe you'll hear this song and hate my guts
At least you'll know that I still think of us

It's been a couple of months and I'm sure
You don't know me, I don't know you no more
So why am I still laying here on the floor
Thinking of you, wishing I could do more

All of your clothes are just covered in paint
I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain
I'm wearing them still just so I can relate
To the life that I had before you got a raise

I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'ma motherfucking let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down

Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke me half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'm a motherfucking motherfucker when you let me down

Why the hell did you tell me that you missed my bed
Were you just fucking with my heart or my head
And I told myself that I would not do this again
Swear to God that I would not go through this again

It's eating me alive
Every time I close my eyes
See a body by my side
There's nobody by my side

It's been a couple of months and I'm sure
You don't know me, I don't know you no more
So why am I still laying here on the floor
Thinking of you, wishing I could do more

Now all of your clothes are just covered in paint
But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain
And I'm wearing them still just so I can relate
To the life that I had before you got a raise

I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'ma motherfucking let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down

Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke me half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'm a motherfucking motherfucker when you let me down

('Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down)
('Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down)