Murder Yxurself

(album: RXSE - 2016)

Take a bow then exit stage
Don't think that it's strange how blood won't stain
If I tear my face off, won't feel pain
'Cuz i've been through worse in the last few days
Been grinding tough and I ain't seen change
If i'm honest I think I'm mentally drained
Smile on my face when I tear down names
I will burn 'em down without flames
Yung Jiro twist your neck and take brains
Yeah I know I'm just really insane
My high note system that I displayed
Think I don't walk around without aim I do
Bullseye I've got two
Imma go hard until I break through
Stand instead don't watch what I do
I can't take your advice because I don't know you
And even I did you're not in my crew
You're a little pussyhole that gets fucked and screwed
So fuck you I got scars I'm rude
My healing is the doors get pursued
I'm dreaming that my dreams getting prude
I'm feeling everything I'm confused
I might murder a man tonight forgive me Scarlxrd if I do, yeah
Fuck the ice got the watch
Imma stack racks don't care about broads
Better than you because I'm a god
I'm a sociopath please don't tell mom
Got bored of spending fat cheques
Now I need two missions to clear my head
I can't bet to assist [?] on my neck
My patience everything just like bread
That's right I'm a mad guy don't vex me
Unlike you I don't care about life
Last time I said that my exes were sexy
This time I'm hoping that you'll die to me
Let me be honest I'm real
You've fucked with my head more than these pills
Do this alone because I don't need a deal
Self-destruct and then I rebuild
It's easy done
Don't ask me questions
No time to give me direction
I'm running through life with intention
I can't give you bitches attention
I can't give you niggas a mention
I'm focusing on my obsession
This is my honest expression
I won't go back to depression
I don't care who you are opinions are dead
I'd rather push a blunt butter knife slowly through my neck
And hear you tell me what you'd rather hear me rap about instead
Of course it's really fucking fool I keep the skeletons in my shed
I'm a creep, talk is cheap
I can't spend time sober
There's two me's inside my head, I think I might be bipolar
Fuck on your girlfriend I don't have room to form
Maybe I'm just a fuckboy that is lost numb and insecure, down
Do it 'cause I want it all, down
Pushing like I got the force, down
Watch how I get it and ball, down
I can't be out here and poor, yeah
Spin a man like it's a vortex
Level my man with the corpses
My brain looks like a fortress
I'm steezing go hand me a cortex
I'm repeating till I get this shit flawless
I do the same shit 'cause it never gets boring
I see all those texts that I sent in the morning
I talk with no filter I might need a warning
Talking nasty, feeling glassy
I'm transpire and crafty
Common codes couldn't crack me
Run on that beat
Trap my food 'till leads to a stampede
I'm a built legend I'll prove it, yeah
Dedicate life to my career
Wanted to be a movie star
But, me and myself are suited, yeah uh
I'm an insane child
Say 3 times that's 3 strikes
I sting like a bee hive swing from tree height
I make history I don't rewrite
That's my birthright
Live from inside
I'm a surprise
I'm fucked in real life
There's no time to explain my birthright
Don't bring my life today I'll decline that
Send that I might bite that
Never got bored of counting the racks
She's bad I might hit it from the back
Okay turn this shit off we're done
Nah I'm turning this shit down we're done we're done