Lonely

(album: Ruin Your Party - 2018)

Hello everybody, I am here to ruin your party, hm, haha
When I get lonely there's nobody
I drink slowly when I get lonely

When I'm chilling in my room and no-one else is home
I don't give damn, that's when I'm most comfortable
But sometimes when I'm on my own
Mind goes to a dark place, outer dark space
Trapped in a black hole, ripping all my happiness away
And the difference between being alone and lonely
Is 'alone' is only 'alone' and lonely is a feeling
So surreal you start to feel like

You've been calling out but no-one seems to care
And you can scream and shout but nobody is there

When I get lonely there's nobody
I drink slowly when I get lonely
Around nobody, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
With everybody, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely

Truth is that I like to be invited even though I never go
When I don't wanna talk but I still have a phone
And it's sort of convoluted that I keep myself secluded
But I tend to feel excluded even though it's my own doing
So I can't complain and I can't explain
But I really wish that I could trade someone brains
'Cause mine is constantly making me question
Whether or not I'm insane
Yeah, and I smile and pretend I'm okay

Oh, I've been calling out but no-one seems to care
And I can scream and shout but nobody is there

When I get lonely there's nobody
I drink slowly when I get lonely
Around nobody, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
With everybody, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely

I get lonely, I drink slowly
When I get lonely, I drink slowly
Around nobody, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
With everybody, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely

One day you're gonna find someone
Who makes you feel like you're not alone
One day you're gonna find someone
Who makes you feel like you're not alone

Around nobody, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
With everybody, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
(Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely)