PTSD

(album: A Man Rose From The Dead - 2020)

Send me
Somebody send me some help
Somebody send me
Somebody send me some help
Somebody send me
Somebody send me some help
(Pull the trigger Budd Dwyer)
(Hahahahahaha)
Somebody send me
Somebody send me some help

Sad to say, been living lies
Got new lens on these low eyes
Don't need you to empathize
Results of me getting high
Slick he live where bodies die
Sit back, watch the high tide rise
Drop top on the rented ride
Let's me look up at the sky

Baby, wanna condemn me?
I see it all, I see my ending (I see my ending)
Tryna take the time I'm spending (Spending)
Away from funerals I've been attending (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Sad to say, I came from trauma
Don't blame my pops, don't blame my momma
Only thing they knew back then
Tried they best on life back when
Back in days that make me cry
Wasn't long ago, I tried to die
Take my life through suicide
Swear I've been through Hell and back
Shooting dope to smoking crack
Broke my shell, can't get it back
Almost laid me down upon my back, my back (my back)

I am so tired, I am so tired
Is life worth everything inside?
Come back and I am not surprised
That everything composed of lies, ayy

Somebody send me
Somebody send me some help
Somebody send me
Somebody send me some help
Somebody send me
Somebody send me some help
Somebody send me
Somebody send me some help