I Give Up

(album: Self Deception - 2018)

Staring down the bottle I come to think
There's not a damn thing this will solve
How much further can I sink?
Don't give a fuck I'll drink it all
Brick by brick I build this cell
Who can save me from myself?
What's the point of being me?
I'm sick of never being seen

I get up (I get up), fall back down (fall back down)
Will anyone hear me now?

I give up, I don't care anymore
Take my life and end this war
Been fighting it so long but now I know that I concede
Where's that hero that I need?

Scrape the glass I need it fast I'll go
To the place where I am left alone
Cause what's the point of being me?
I'm sick of never being seen
I get up (I get up), fall back down (fall back down)
Will anyone hear me now?

I give up, I don't care anymore
Take my life and end this war
Been fighting it so long but now I know that I concede
Where's that hero that I need?

So why, do I speak, to the hearth of a crowd?
But when I'm on my knees there's nobody around?

Scrape the glass, I need it fast
Keep my head above the ground
High and low, fast and slow
The silence shakes the ground

I give up, I don't care anymore
Take my life and end this war
Been fighting it so long but now I know that I concede
Where's that hero that I need?

So why, do I speak, to the hearth of a crowd?
But when I'm on my knees there's nobody around?