50-Life

(album: Gangland - 2012)

Cry out my heart, relive the moment that changed my life
Like a movie scene that's in slow motion.
Off to trade my heart, heart and soul.
To press fast forward.
I, I don't know if I make it through this life.

So many clans, been so nonsense for me, though
So many years, still no letter from J-Lo, they know.
We're happy and that somebody could've die
But I didn't walk around, they shot me nine times.
So I blessed, turn on regrets, ain't been easy.
While I am clearing this, this brought is making gilly
And like Stevie, my perspective is dark, took a loss
But my destiny is written in the stars.
Is it because 50's I did, the way I lived,
My reluctance to completely follow God's will, feel me still?
You're buzzing is toning, your demons is homie,
Double X L since I'm hip hop smooth, smooth it.

Cry out my heart, relive the moment that changed my life
Like a movie scene that's in slow motion.
Off to trade my heart, heart and soul.
To press fast forward.
I, I don't know if I make it through this life.

I'm sorry for the pain and the tears my mama cried
'Cause her only son doing time, attempted homicide.
But it was him or me, mama, I ain't wanna die,
And when you really cry you never see my smile.
Tell you what, I'm in here with nobs,
Without me, the rap can't won't stop.
Been ten years since the sound of the devil,
These busters still fighting for my castle,
I'm fighting just to end all, the destiny I'm giving
Is sad up in the kitchen, but I burn walking on the same scene, singing.
The beginning, the pendulum is swinging,
I'm racing in the double all phantom with the v 12 engine.
And they scream "bury me".
When the jet set the bail all your busters better flee.
Is God listening to me?
'Cause we're starving in the streets, a servant for life.

Cry out my heart, relive the moment that changed my life
Like a movie scene that's in slow motion.
Off to trade my heart, heart and soul.
To press fast forward.
I, I don't know if I make it through this life.